we have only 1 week left together.

I want to spend every moment i have with you, to build my last memories with you.

I trust every word u say, that u'd come back for me, before we end our 3years of pursing diploma.

But i dont trust time. I am afraid that time would cause us to break apart, to distance.

I miss you. everyday, i wake up to reality, that breaks my heart, and i can actually feel it shatter every moment. i hate waking up to reality. i wake up, and remember that, oh i have a day less with you now. I dont want to count down to the days left, i really dont. i dont want to countdown at all. i want to see the eternity with you. We had deals. we had our promises. Even walking on the streets, seeing loving couples, and I'm like, I had that. We kissed, we hugged, we held hands. We were the loving couple that my friends were always talking about and saying, "hey, you guys would definitely last".

But not all relationships can last, but i hope when u come back for me, we would last, for a long time. u wished for another smooth sailing year with me, on our 1st year anniversary. every month, u wished me happy anniversary. from now on, after the 22nd of april, i wont be looking forward to it anymore. cause, i know there wont be anymore of such texts from you.

no more.

not at all.